Be The Match

Well, my husband and I are living togethor again. I don't know what that means. But John Legend does...

As our love advances
we take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I still want youuuu to stay

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
Cuz we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow

It's really not a romantic-type love story, or if it is, it's the lamest one ever. But I guess we'll see where this goes. I had really thought he had changed, we were so good for a few days there. But now he is reverting back to his old borish ways here and there. We'll see. Maybe we should take it slow.

Anyway, I was thinking of how everyone in the world is a phony. Well, not everyone, but those people who pretend to care about issues and charity but in reality they never belly up to even giving to charity or going to a blood drive. But they give such great lip service about what a great humanitarian they are (in their mind). The world is full of people like this. So, I decided as I was job hunting for a job that mattered! a job that made a difference! Why, should I stop there? I should donate bone marrow. How selfish of me, or anyone, to deny this life-saving stuff from a cancer patient simply b/c it will hurt. Alot of things hurt that we never think twice about. I am such a wannabe humanitarian. I have an Angelina heart. But none of her resources! So, I'm stuck trying to donate bone marrow.

I go to the website where I learn I have medical issues that disqualify me. Sigh.

Well, now what?